You Are What You Love
The first question, last question, and most fundamental question of discipleship: What do you want?
It is the first question, last question, and most fundamental question that Jesus asks YOU — like he did John’s two disciples: what do you want?
The challenge of this series will be its focus of my assertion regarding Jesus’ focus on and appeal to our desires… our loves… our heart.
To be clear, what we think and know and learn matter:
We should learn and think and study and meditate… the Bible is clear on that.
The problem: the translation from and integration with what we know to what we do is never clean and consistent.
What if we have been hood-winked? What if we aren’t bobble heads? What if we aren’t primarily thinking things?
Could be read — if you read it too quickly or through the lens of being a bobble head — that the focus of this prayer is knowledge.
James K. A. Smith says it this way:
In fact, Paul’s prayer is the inverse: he prays that their love might abound more and more because, in some sense, love is the condition for knowledge. It’s not that I know in order to love, but rather: I love in order to know. And if we are going to discern “what is best”—what is “excellent,” what really matters, what is of ultimate importance—Paul tells us that the place to start is by attending to our loves.
There is a very different model of the human person at work here. Instead of the rationalist, intellectualist model that implies, “You are what you think,” Paul’s prayer hints at a very different conviction: “You are what you love.”
What if more than we are thinkers, we are lovers? What if our lives are driven more by what we desire than what we know?
Saint Augustine (354-430 a.d.), outside the pressures and presence of modernity, wrote about this alternative view of what it means to be human — that we are lovers more than thinkers.
A body by its weight tends to move towards its proper place. The weight’s movement is not necessarily downwards, but to its appropriate position: fire tends to move upwards, a stone downwards. They are acted on by their respective weights; they seek their own place. Oil poured under water is drawn up to the surface on top of the water. Water poured on top of oil sinks below the oil. They are acted on by their respective densities, they seek their own place. Things which are not in their intended position are restless. Once they are in their ordered position, they are at rest.
If Augustine is right, then
We are what we love. Our loves establish the gravity and weight of our lives… our loves move us to their appropriate settings…
You were created to know and love God… and when loves have supplanted the Lord… WE ARE… RESTLESS.
When your desires, affections, and love is focused on the Lord… and our love is in its intended position, we are at rest.
This is a very different focus for our following Jesus than only or primarily focusing on the next class or study you need to hop it… to increase your knowledge base of the Bible so your gap between what you know and what you do will disappear. Stick with me...
“How do I acquire virtue, Ken. I can’t just think my way toward a compassionate heart, kindness, humility, meekness, patience, being forgiving, and — above all — loving!”
You acquire virtues — you put them on in the power of the Holy Spirit — two ways:
1. Imitation
2. Practice
Now why is all of this important for our project of sketching an alternative model of the human person? Because if you are what you love and if love is a virtue, then love is a habit. This means that our most fundamental orientation to the world—the longings and desires that orient us toward some version of the good life—is shaped and configured by imitation and practice.